ITS BEEN A BAD FEW WEEKS OK
I cried and threw up at work last night. I cried because a customer was incredibly mean and rude to me and perhaps if I was in a better mood I could have handled it but I wasn’t and I couldn’t. I threw up because I was feeling overwhelmed and emotional and nauseous and I thought it would make me feel better. I was glad I did but I still felt awful afterward. Now I’m scared to eat because I dont want to feel sick. S was a little mean too. I’m not sure if he even realizes, if I should be upset with him for it, or if he’s just accidentally bumping into my corners. It still hurts anyway. How do I cure all this negative energy?
bleuugghhh i just want to sleep foreverrrrr
WOW today was shitty. I’m going to bed.
I hid this for my boyfriend at work last night so he could find it in the morning :3
Today is the day I take the plastic sheeting off my windows. I’ve been wanting to do this for months, like an itch, but its been just a little too cold. What I’m going to do is clean the rest of my room to get it ready and then carefully take each of them down and then i’m going to absolutely THROW open the windows oh boy I cant wait.
